Little things - 2

I painted my shed and fence today, nothing major, but i felt proud of what i had done. NORMALLY i would email/call my *husband* but i can't do that anymore, so instead i stood in the middle of the garden and sobbed for a solid hour. There was soooo much shit coming out of my nose/eyes, you name it....it was bad! I didn't move until i felt that if i didn't go in and get a tissue i would surely drown in my own tears.