Closure - really?

I would LOVE to say that i'm not angry or bitter - but you know what, i flipping well am.

There are a million and one questions i want to ask him. But i am never going to be able to do it. I will never know the answers to them.

That kills me inside.

CLOSURE! THE END!

Where it all started...

Say Hi and Goodbye to my EX HUSBAND. This is the precious man that i loved for all those years but who treated me like dog shite...

I'm only really posting these pictures because i LOVE LOVE LOVE my wedding dress. It was EXACTLY what i wanted. Gorgeous...stunning...i still love it now, rammed upstairs in the loft, screwed up in a ball somewhere :)

Don't i look happy? Unfortunately by the end of the day, i was crying!

IT'S ALL OVER...

I AM DIVORCED.

TURNS OUT - I AM STILL FRIGGING MARRIED....GRRRR!!! NOT A HAPPY GIRL....

DIVORCE IS FINAL TOMORROW - WHAT AMAZING TIMING - NEW YEAR - NEW CHAPTER. ROLL ON 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arsehole ex strikes again.

He's a tosser and every time he does something like this it confirms WHY i was so stupid to stay within the horrible abusive relationship for as long as i did.

The Decree Nisi came through this week and on the back it stated that HE the respondent has to pay the fees, but he said "YOU ARE GETTING FUCK ALL OUT OF ME, NOW FUCK OFF"....nice!

I am not arguing it, i am just going to pay.
Sooner he's out of my life - the better.

UPDATE.

Wow...it's been quite a while since i have posted here, and my my how my life has changed - for the better!

Firstly, i am SOOOOOOO over him.
Secondly, i have been with my boyfriend for 4 months and i love him, more than i ever loved my ex. He's kind, thoughtful, LOVING, gives me compliments constantly, he WANTS to help me get over my agoraphobia and loves me regardless of that...he is fricking amazing.
Thirdly, my divorce is still going through. I had to go to county court on Wednesday to get the papers sworn (or something like that). I dunno..but its still going to be a minimum of 4 months. GASP!

I am happier now, that i have been in years. I have been out with my boyfriend further than i ever went with my ex.

Happy days :)