Dunno.

I've got no feelings tonight apart from empty. Just empty. My life changed on Saturday night, forever, and i don't know how to come to terms with it.

Loving someone as much as i did him, its going to be no easy task to get over. Leaving me because he's "Not ready to settle down" - give me a break! SEVEN YEARS, SEVEN FLIPPING YEARS and...now....NOW he decides he's not ready to settle down. Ugh. What a div.